Choices are made. Don't regret.
Today I did the 363 term test. And it was horrible. 
Maybe I didn't know what to study for,
so I don't know what to expect... *sigh*
I just hope I passed it. At least it means I improved a bit.
But I really thought I would understand it... in the end,
it's not really what I think it would be.
I guess in a sense, it supposed to be a fair test.
Though I really don't like how a question could worth so much.
(Of couse, there's like little parts. Still, it's just so much.)
What can I do... it's theoretical course afterall.
Now I hate theory
Maybe I didn't know what to study for,
so I don't know what to expect... *sigh*
I just hope I passed it. At least it means I improved a bit.
But I really thought I would understand it... in the end,
it's not really what I think it would be.
I guess in a sense, it supposed to be a fair test.
Though I really don't like how a question could worth so much.
(Of couse, there's like little parts. Still, it's just so much.)
What can I do... it's theoretical course afterall.
Now I hate theory
I enjoy my life. I really do enjoy it.
There was a time I felt that things will go bad.
But after awhile, it wasn't that bad.
I guess I was afraid in the past. I afraid to change.
Because changes are uncertain in some context.
You may not know what the outcome will be.
It could go the way you want, or the other way round.
Of course, you do have a role in deciding your life.
I have to be careful, but I can't be too afraid.
I love my family. I love the way things are now.
But I guess in a few years, it will change.
So I must enjoy the time we all together now!!
There was a time I felt that things will go bad.
But after awhile, it wasn't that bad.
I guess I was afraid in the past. I afraid to change.
Because changes are uncertain in some context.
You may not know what the outcome will be.
It could go the way you want, or the other way round.
Of course, you do have a role in deciding your life.
I have to be careful, but I can't be too afraid.
I love my family. I love the way things are now.
But I guess in a few years, it will change.
So I must enjoy the time we all together now!!
Keep fighting!!!
Keep sayingto myself, "I can do it."
Because you never know until you try it out!
So don't give up until you have give your best.
Everyone has the potential to do anything.
It may be easier for someone, or harder.
No matter what, don't give up.
Because we are all unique.
Keep sayingto myself, "I can do it."
Because you never know until you try it out!
So don't give up until you have give your best.
Everyone has the potential to do anything.
It may be easier for someone, or harder.
No matter what, don't give up.
Because we are all unique.
Envy my brother for having march break!
But the weather seems to be quite nice this week
So it should be fine~
I'm still feeling a bit sick.
Maybe doing some workouts would help...
Ah, start doing A3 for 209 and have to do E4 for 363.
A3 for 324 already comes out! Start early, early.
Tomorrow going to do gym with Julia
P.S. I discovered a book for learning Japanese
in my grandparents' basement
It probably belongs to my uncle who used to work in Japan.
But the weather seems to be quite nice this week
So it should be fine~
I'm still feeling a bit sick.
Maybe doing some workouts would help...
Ah, start doing A3 for 209 and have to do E4 for 363.
A3 for 324 already comes out! Start early, early.
Tomorrow going to do gym with Julia
P.S. I discovered a book for learning Japanese
in my grandparents' basement
It probably belongs to my uncle who used to work in Japan.
I went to the Apple store at Eaton Centre.
I initially went to Eaton Centre to check out Indigos, lol.
There's many manga now a day.. but I think the one
at First Markham Place has more manga OwO;;
I spent quite a time in the Apple store. I tried out
the white one, then the "new" one. At first, I really
dislike their new mousepad. But after using it today,
I actually like it better XD It's much more convenient!
Now I felt like owning a Mac
But it's not a necessity. I probably won't buy it now.
Afterall, the ubuntu that I got is okay for now anyway.
One day I will definitely get one. It's so sleek
I initially went to Eaton Centre to check out Indigos, lol.
There's many manga now a day.. but I think the one
at First Markham Place has more manga OwO;;
I spent quite a time in the Apple store. I tried out
the white one, then the "new" one. At first, I really
dislike their new mousepad. But after using it today,
I actually like it better XD It's much more convenient!
Now I felt like owning a Mac
But it's not a necessity. I probably won't buy it now.
Afterall, the ubuntu that I got is okay for now anyway.
One day I will definitely get one. It's so sleek
The Daylight Saving Time is making me sick
I'm not feeling well these few days.
Maybe because it was always groomy outside?
But usually those won't have much effect on me.
I wonder why.
But feeling sick is not good at all. I can't concentrate!
It's hard especially when I have to finish my assignment.
Oh, horror!
I will probably use the grace day. I can't finish it by Wed night. But it should be fine, we only have 3 assignments in this course. I can use at most two, still need a spare for the third one.
I actually hope the prof will make an announcement that said we don't need to do the last question. Since I have no clue about it at all. And the prof kept on going somewhere else...
I'm not feeling well these few days.
Maybe because it was always groomy outside?
But usually those won't have much effect on me.
I wonder why.
But feeling sick is not good at all. I can't concentrate!
It's hard especially when I have to finish my assignment.
Oh, horror!
I will probably use the grace day. I can't finish it by Wed night. But it should be fine, we only have 3 assignments in this course. I can use at most two, still need a spare for the third one.
I actually hope the prof will make an announcement that said we don't need to do the last question. Since I have no clue about it at all. And the prof kept on going somewhere else...
2009.03
06
(Fri)
I fall asleep so many time for my noon class 
I was so sleepy and maybe the PMS...
I didn't really concentrate on the lecture at all.
I will have to read it up later on my own.
I need to get that UNIX book... fu
Today's weather is really nice!
The temperature climped up to around 15 C, very warm
It was as if I never really have warm weather for a long, long time.
But I'm glad that it's almost spring
This Sunday the time will forward one hour,
which is not good. I lost one hour!!
I was so sleepy and maybe the PMS...
I didn't really concentrate on the lecture at all.
I will have to read it up later on my own.
I need to get that UNIX book... fu
Today's weather is really nice!
The temperature climped up to around 15 C, very warm
It was as if I never really have warm weather for a long, long time.
But I'm glad that it's almost spring
This Sunday the time will forward one hour,
which is not good. I lost one hour!!
finish all the midterm tests now~ 
the mark for Monday midterm is out
well, that is pretty fast. I kind of know what went wrong, lol
afterall, i'm not an expert in either languages...
so it's easy to make mistake especially if you can't
compile the code to check it
anyhow, i'm satisfied with the mark. Though if it's just one more mark, it would have reached 80%
Ahh~ two assignments due next week.
the mark for Monday midterm is out
well, that is pretty fast. I kind of know what went wrong, lol
afterall, i'm not an expert in either languages...
so it's easy to make mistake especially if you can't
compile the code to check it
anyhow, i'm satisfied with the mark. Though if it's just one more mark, it would have reached 80%
Ahh~ two assignments due next week.
It's 1:19 AM now! I'm not going to the campus today 
Need to rest and review for my midterm on Wednesday!
I also need to do an exercise that has to be submitted on Wednesday. That course is so abstract... but I don't want to drop it. It's likely I will have to take it anyway. So what is the difference? I just need to read more and try to understand it.
Need to work harder!
Time to sleep ~
Need to rest and review for my midterm on Wednesday!
I also need to do an exercise that has to be submitted on Wednesday.
That course is so abstract... but I don't want to drop it. It's likely I will have to take it anyway. So what is the difference? I just need to read more and try to understand it. Need to work harder!
Time to sleep ~
